

i’ve been dreaming bigger than i live. reminiscing on all the good times, even the bad made me happy. whether you get hit with the truth or trying to escape it, those are some of the best memories. its hard to hate someone who had such an impact on your life. remembering 1000 memories because of 1 song. every step cant be forgotten. when jokes and laughter becomes threats, as much as you want it back. the everlasting guilt before accepting. trying to avoid places, even cities. shredding pictures and notes, but they burn in your mind. knowing you cant turn back time. but on the realest note, maybe it was the best. just be honest with yourself, yo know those are the best memories. whether good or bad, be grateful for those memories. they might make you cry, its out of joy, not sadness.






